REAL LOVE STORIES ♥</a> NEVER HAVE ENDINGS.

This semester is just as CUI as last sem - in terms of class and project group.

I'm not saying that the class is not good. It's just that I can't get to work with the people that i am comfortable with.
My clique was splitted into 05/06
I'm in 06 with guanyu. Thank god.

But worse things are in store for us.
The class is form up of 2 HUGE clique. 7 and 10 each
So for almost all the modules, the tutor requires 4 group each class.
AND they suggested 5 5 5 7
So the "OUTCAST" form the additional 5.

Thanks so much uh.

And one of our grp mate -- kept on following us.
We sort of don't like her.
She's shun hiang's "best friend" and initially i thought -- was really close to shun hiang.
BUT recently i know why is -- labelled with the title "BEST FRIEND"

from --
BCOMM class:

-- : er can you guys help me look after my laptop? i need to go to the student sevice centre to
report lost
gy: ehh? what did you lose?
-- : my notes
i : !!!!! reprint it lar! ( my natural reaction @ tht point )
gy : is it one whole stack??
-- : erh no. it was ytd lecture ( ony 1 lecture) notes. I written some lecture pts on it.
i : "scoff" -.-
others : -.- (giggles)

-- is dominating and insits on points __ thinks is right. THEN nothing else can go in.

i shan't continue and be mean. [But gy already posted on her blog =x]

BUT it's really VERY VERY stress for me for this whole ENTIRE WEEK and
I really hope i would'n lose my temper with her for projects.

My FP 'professional exam' (FPAS) is this coming SUN - 8 nov 09 [3 hours]
The super thick notes that is about 600-700 (even more) plus pages is really killing me.
Still got a couple more lesson of notes undone, all impt pointers not yet memorise,
CM , CFAS, INVESTMENT tutorial undone, Not yet prepared for my JAP writing assesment (writing letter in jap) and have yet to practice for my FPAS exam. =(

HOPEFULLY things will turn out well.

HAHA!
YOU GUYS ARE MY MEDICINE!!!!
thx thx. after seeing all the wishes on facebook i felt so much better . hehe.

anw went to meet ppl on my way home.
I SHALL ENJOY THROUGHLY DURING THIS WEEKEND to male up for today. HEEZ.

SHOO!!! to SICKNESS. :)

BLESS ME :")

Down with flu, sick and still working.
What's better for a birthday!
Blame myself. I brought it upon me.

Now is lunch time.... and i have yet to finish the assignments for tml n ight classes.
Can't seem to figure out how to get the standard deviation using my financial calculator.

Brought panadol flu and 2 packets of tissue. I used up mine.
You know, orchard especailly THIS area is really bad for working.
Cause there isn't a lot of choices with food.
Here and there you eat the same stuff. :(

And my nose isn't helping. The air con is freezing cold and i think i got sore throat.

BUT OF ALL... I'm legally 18 :) CHEERS to that.

come to think of it, i will hitting 20 in 2 yrs time. Meaning i'm getting older!!!! NO!!
how i wish time will stop. WHere i can hold on to every one ard me. MY LOVE ONES.
kNowing it's impossible. I SHALL TREASURE THEM.

SARANG HAE. :)

bro came back after his first week at Tekong.
:) BOTAK.

Realise i'm sort of isolated from the society, my friends and all.

Life to me now consist of working and studying.

First night class tht took place ytd really drain me out.

My work is really extremely boring and monotoneous.

Can't regret. It's my choice.

I miss shopping and movies. Planned to meet friends after work but

realise i have to go home early in order to catch enough sleep if not..

i will definitely fall asleep while doing those boring.

Staring at that laptop doing the same old thing really strain my eyes.

Welll at least i pampered myself a bit b4 i started work. Bought myself a pair of heels.

hahas really liked it though it was sort of expensive to me.

i thought it was only $39.90 with a 20% discount. BUT when i went to pay for it it was $54.90. i ended up paying 40 plus after a 20% discount. -.-

By the way the pay isnt very good too. cant be compared to my previous admin job. but well.

This is a very good experience.

I'm working at an auditing co.

And now i have to be really careful with my minimal pay.

The transport fee and especially the food is VERY VERY expensive. *faint*

how i miss home cook food.

Anyway. That's all. meeting yi xin tml. *anticipation* :)

REVIVE REVIVE REVIVE!

hahs my blog has been dead from ever since dunno when :)
Exams totally blocked out m y time.
and i am stuck with drama series ever since holiday started.
finally finished a 40 epi drama series this morning.

Will be starting work this coming tues. Looking forward to it yet somehow there's fear in me.
Wonder if i will do anything wrong. Geeting stressed b4 even starting work.
It's a accounting firm dealing with auditing.
Really really search for a very very long time, went to several agents and co. and sent countless resume before i got this job by chance.

Hardwork does pay off. You reap what you sow. :)
Oh yah. I 'd learnt something very important today from some one.
SYMPATHETIC JOY.
Too much fights and comparison leads to jealously.
Learn to be happy for others genuinely.
I've done it and will continue to do it :)
THANKS

Results was released today, everyone in my clique did better than expected.
JIA YOU! we have to be in the same class next sem kaes!!!! hahas

Recently i've been addicted to gmarket. hahas. korean heels are really cheap from that site as compared to SG.
Anyway, FP classes will be starting next wed, and i still have no idea what bus goes from midpoint orchard to Funun IT mall there. I took 106 the other day to try out the walking dist. IT'S a great deal of walking.

okie tht's it for today.

Some pics ever since tht time. hahas now then i receive. so yah uploaded!

Finally I'm done. Wanted to blog ever since last fri after runner's relay.

BUT there's just too many things to be done.

I just completed FIT and I&Eproject. BIG accomplishment expecially FIT.

Shall not comment much. I will only say that " I'm really proud of myself" :) hehe.

Well well. Still there's loads of things undone. Exams is in 1.5 weeks round there.

I wanted a REAL GOOD NIGHT SLEEP but it seems that i was unable to have one. I slept at 2am last fri. No idea what i was doing.

5am last sat - rushing FIT content.

2 am on Sun - rushing tutorial.

2.30 am on MOn- tutorial

3am on Tues- rushing FIT Proposal

3am ? unsure yet Wed - my afternoon was actually totally FREE. but need to do FIT ppt.

collate and print out everything just now including I&E.

Okays i am really SUPER tired after tht EXHAUSTING and TIRING run and i did not have a good sleep at all. *cries*

NITEX:)

She's home. Her right hand is stil slightly swollen.
The polyclinic doc is afraid that she got highblood and the cause of the swollen hand is cause of stroke.

But the doctors at the hospital says there's nth wrong with her.
But referred her to a specialist for a appoinment.

That's it.

DOCTORS! CANT STAND POLYCLINICS AND HOSPITALS of all the paperwork and procedures. THINGS ALWAYS TAKES FOREVER.

Anyway what matters most is she's safe and sound. :)

Feeling totally down.

Went out with Qing Qing to study at JE today coz got no sch.
Was trying to escape from home these few days... going out early and coming home late.
Been having quarrels frequently with family members.
Loads of things. As i tell Qing abt what happen tears started to fil my eyes...
I held them back and we took bus from IMM back to WCP

We walked ard WCP and talked. I saw him.
BUT that was not the main point.
AT abt 4.. daddy called me...

He said mummy's hand was swollen and he took her to hospital and she's stil in A&E now,
Mummy had been complaining that she was experiencing pain in her hand ytd.

When i knew that she was in hospital my heart BROKE.
Now i understand what it feels like when smth had happen to someone you love and so coincidently you'd done smth wrong and not yet gotten the chance to apologise.
I wanted to tell her I'm sorry for what happen the past few days.
I wanted to let her know i understand their way of loving me and protecting me...
no hair colouring, nail painting and all... have a nice temper, be accomodating towards brothers and so much more....
I want to let her know i will try..

TO make her take back what she said ytd... to let her know I REALLY LOVE THIS FAMILY.

Mummy, you'll be ok. I'll pray hard that the cause of your swollen hands is because you strained your muscle and not other causes.

That aside, exams are approaching real soon and i stil haven finish writing my notes.
FIT project is due very very soon and we're lacking behind time.
Everything that's happening,
It's really tiring and draining of energy, physically and mentally.

BUT,
I'll be strong, instead of depending ppl, I'll be the one that others can depend on.
Instead of relying on others for comfort and encouragement, I'll be the one that gives.
I believe i can tie over this period.

HOME! Again i forgot my keys. But luckily younger bro's at home. Parents are out.

Today i had AAA and so COINCIDENTLY i experience cramps.
Stomach was hurting like hell. Couldn't concentrate on my AAA test.
Forget it. It's over.
Went to play games at our space games room. shouted like crazy hahas.

oh yah and after FMGT lecture today went chiong to makan place to have early lunch.
Lecture ends @ 11.40.
AAA starting @ 12 noon. But i manage to reach class ON time. :)

Niways, helping hanie to order the same flippys as me. hehe. HOT PINK.
mu hahs.

Oh i think i seriously need to study. Notes are lacking behind time. Way behind. :(
Lacking motivation.
HELP!
Now i have the sudden urge to work! EARN $$
haiz. movies entertainment all requires $$.

OK enuf of that.
I will be seeing hanie this FRI. yays.
This coming hols i wanna meet up with yun fang and more:)
MY BESTIES.

stay happie ppl.

Met up with Yi Xin today.

was suppose to meet hanie ytd for dinner but coz leen sister got H1N1 and she met leen so dunno how it links and i was unable to see her.

BUT I'll MEET HER FOR LUNCH ON MON!!!!

Got loads to blog today.

First, YiXin was so damn sadd. After i heard her,

i was totally disgusted by that bunch of so called FRIENDS that she have larh pls!

They USED her and i mean it.

The tears in her eyes when she told me what happen last thurs after her last paper.

The feeling of walking ard aimlessly,

when the so called friends just vanished... and those that you sincerely cared for! WHAT'S WORSE?

Dun be sadd girl. YOU have loads of ppl who stil care for you! I know you still have to face them on mon. BUT be strong and stay strong. 4 more months... YOU can pull it thru :)

Second! after i went out with yixin i went hou gang to have dinner with granny.

Went home @ 9 and reach WCP at only 1030!!! Guess what.

I FORGOT MY KEYS!

Daddy's stil @ work, mummy's @ granny hse tgt with bro, elder bro's not home yet. GREAT uh.

Decided to wait for them @ coffee bean.

AND GUESS WHO I SAW!!! VICTOR.

so here i am blogging with his laptop. :)